negative creeps back in...

Ok.  So I was going good for a week.  Then I hit a brick wall again.  There is something at the root of my negativeness and I need to spend some time finding out what that is.  It's rotten spiritual fruit, but it's not as easy to get to as a rotten apple in the fruit bowl.  I have some rotten fruit, I know its there, but I'm not entirely sure what is making it rotten.  I have an idea, but I'm afraid to find out the truth.  Rotten spiritual fruit, although it may be hard to find sometimes, slowly takes over all the other spiritual fruit.  Then all that spews out of the mouth is moldy, rotten fruit salad.   I don't know about you, but I like my fruit salad fresh (and I'm sure everyone around me is getting tired of rotten fruit salad as well).  Pray with me that I would toss out all of the rotten fruit and fill my fruit bowl with fresh spiritual fruit.  Also pray that I would let God fill the place in my life that only He can fill, that I would stop searching out other ways to fill the hole.