Positivities

I have negativeness fixated on my brain and I can feel it eating away at my positiveness like sugar on a tooth - leave it setting too long and a cavity begins to form.  So I'm going to list some positivities.  :-)

1. I am positive about my eternal security.  I know where I'm going when I die.  I hope you do too.  Want to know how?  Just ask me.
2. I am positive that this summer has been the hottest summer in a long time and that fall will eventually get here.
3. I am positive that I need to focus more on the positive in my life!
4. My niece and nephews are the greatest positivities in my life!  
5. I am positive that tomorrow is Friday!
6. I am positive that once I get some sleep maybe my negativeness will go away...heehee.

negative creeps back in...

Ok.  So I was going good for a week.  Then I hit a brick wall again.  There is something at the root of my negativeness and I need to spend some time finding out what that is.  It's rotten spiritual fruit, but it's not as easy to get to as a rotten apple in the fruit bowl.  I have some rotten fruit, I know its there, but I'm not entirely sure what is making it rotten.  I have an idea, but I'm afraid to find out the truth.  Rotten spiritual fruit, although it may be hard to find sometimes, slowly takes over all the other spiritual fruit.  Then all that spews out of the mouth is moldy, rotten fruit salad.   I don't know about you, but I like my fruit salad fresh (and I'm sure everyone around me is getting tired of rotten fruit salad as well).  Pray with me that I would toss out all of the rotten fruit and fill my fruit bowl with fresh spiritual fruit.  Also pray that I would let God fill the place in my life that only He can fill, that I would stop searching out other ways to fill the hole.