Monday, November 11, 2013

My praise for this book cannot remain "Unspoken!"


Dee Henderson has outdone herself again in her latest thriller.  It was very hard to anticipate anything in this book, as Ms. Henderson keeps the reader guessing until the end.  As usual, I was unable to put this book down until I had read the last word.  

Unspoken is the story of Bryce and Charlotte.  Bryce Bishop is a vintage coin dealer.  Charlotte Graham comes to him with a business proposition that quickly turns into a major acquisition.  Bryce knows that there is more to Charlotte from the first, but with her past she has a hard time letting people get through to her private life.  She has a few people she lets close, but with very good reason.  Bryce realizes almost immediately that he wants to be one of those people; however, unwrapping Charlotte is like unwrapping a roll of vintage coins.  Careful planning and much patience have to be used to make sure the coins and the wrapping aren't damaged.  Of course, one never knows what will be found in a roll of coins, and Charlotte is no different.  What Bryce expects may not be what Bryce gets.  Ms. Henderson does a fantastic job of showing how Bryce "unwraps" Charlotte to discover what is at her very center and helping her discover her real value.  

The book is a MUST-read for anyone who has read and enjoyed any of Dee Henderson's books in the past.  It is also a must-read for anyone who has not read one of her books.  If you like suspense with romance mixed in, then this book would be an excellent read for you.  I must warn you though, once you get started, don't expect to put the book down anytime soon.  It hooks you from the first and does not let you go.  You will not want to put the book down for the fear that you might miss something important.   I know.  What will you miss by putting a book down for the night, but it is SO good and intense that you will not want to put it down.

This book can be read as a stand-alone book, but there are characters from Full Disclosure in this book as well.  If you haven't read that book yet, you will want to read it as well.

*Thanks to Bethany House for my review copy of this book.  I received a free review copy in exchange for an honest and unbiased review. *

Monday, October 28, 2013

Review of "Take Charge of Your Emotions" by Dr. Linda J. Solie


So, I am not the biggest fan of non-fiction.  However, every once in a while, the title of a non-fiction book will catch my attention.  This book is one of those books.  The title of this book promises a lot, and I can tell you that it does deliver.  It's not a "read this and your life will be instantly changed" book.  Dr. Solie provides solid steps for changing the way you think.  She doesn't provide simple steps that are going to just gloss over problems and thoughts.  She walks the reader through steps that can be applied to many areas in life.  She also provides realistic examples to which the reader can relate.  Dr. Solie makes the reader focus on self-talk, which is the basis for anger, depression, and anxiety when it is all negative.  She tries to get the reader to focus on helpful self-talk, which helps people overcome the negative feelings.  Dr. Solie really emphasizes the connection between negative self-talk and negative feelings.

I took her seven steps and applied them to a situation.  Instead of focusing on the my initial feelings and gut reactions about the situation, these seven steps allowed me to look at the situation from a different view point.  It allowed me to change my self-talk, and help me to be more positive about the situation and not so negative, which helped to eliminate the anger, depression, and anxiety that I had originally felt about the situation.

I would recommend this book to anyone who struggles with any feelings of anger, depression, and anxiety.  This book would be especially helpful for people who struggle with negative self-talk.  I know that negative self-talk is usually a precursor to any negative feelings that I have.  I plan to continually apply these steps to my life to help me overcome these negative feelings.

*Thanks to Bethany House for a complimentary copy of this book in return for an unbiased review.*

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

"Fired Up" needed a little more heat...

Product Details

Fired Up by Mary Connealy is the story of Dare Ryker and Glynna Greer.  Dare is a self-made doctor and Glynna is a widow with two children trying her best to make a life for her family.  This is the second book in the Trouble in Texas series.  I did not read the first book, and I'll admit that it probably would have helped me enjoy this book a little more.  This book would work as a stand alone book, as Mrs. Connealy does reintroduce all the characters from the first book.  I could tell there was a lot more to the relationships between the characters that would have been better understood with the help of the first book.

The action in the book starts at the first and does not let up until the end.  Dare is busy treating the people in the town and trying to figure out who is trying to harm him.  Glynna is trying not to kill all the people in the town with her cooking, while also trying to be a mother to her two children.  Dare and Glynna are drawn to each other, but have a lot of hurdles to overcome in the form of Glynna's son, the person trying to harm Dare, and things in their past that they need to work through.  

This is a good book with lots of action and romance.  Some of the scenes are a little slow, but that doesn't take away from the book as a whole.  I enjoyed and look forward to reading the first, and the next book in the series.

*I was provided a free copy of this book in exchange for an honest and unbiased review.*

"Rebellious Heart" in all of us


Rebellious Heart is the first book by Jody Hedlund that I have read.  I have had another one of her books on my ereader for a while and had never actually read it until I read this book.  After reading this book, I am a fan.  This is the story of Susanna Smith, a young woman who longs to learn more and also wants to help the less fortunate more than she is able.  She has the means but hindered because she is a woman.  Benjamin Ross is a young lawyer who wants to change the world but is hindered by his lack of funds.  Susanna and Benjamin each have what the other needs to accomplish their dreams.  Benjamin is attracted to Susanna's intelligence from the start.  She doesn't want to fall in love with him but her rebellious heart takes the decision out of her hands...

Their tale is a glimpse into life in colonial America.  This book was a real page turner.  Ms. Hedlund provided the perfect blend of drama and romance to keep me turning the page.  There were a few instances when the drama was so intense I was almost afraid to turn the page because of the fear of what was going to happen.  There is a lot of action in the story.  Susanna is very determined in what she is doing, and will let nothing stop her. Benjamin gets drawn in, to help her and also protect her.  I don't want to say to much more - you really need to read the book for yourself to find out.

There were a couple of scenes that I didn't find very believable for the time period, but this did not detract from the story as a whole.  I thoroughly enjoyed the whole book.  It was extremely well written and I would recommend it to anyone who enjoys historical romance with drama and suspense thrown in.  Maybe your heart will be like mine and fall in love with this book.

*I was provided a free copy of this book in exchange for a honest review.*

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Learning to live with differences

After hitting the back space button many times, I just have to come out and say it.  I'm difficult to live with, and I have difficulty with people who are different than me.  My survival mode most of the time is to shut myself away and just carry on with my daily life.  But you know, that is not what we as Christians are called to do.  We are called to be separate from the world, but we are also called to be salt in the world, to show the world the light of Christ.  I think my salt shaker has been a little closed lately but that's for another post.

So if you know me and don't know that I'm a dog lover then you don't know me.  I prefer dogs, but I have a soft spot for any lost creature.  (there's the beginning of another post as well)  About 2 months ago, I went for a quick walk with my nephew and dogs and found a kitten up by the highway.  I brought her back home with me, because I didn't want her to get ran over.  The dogs are both wanting a piece of her as I'm walking back home with her.  She was very friendly and I intended to only keep her long enough to find her real owners (she's a very friendly cat) or find her another home.  Well, to make a long story short, my dog Qia decided to adopt her.  I don't know what happened but sometime shortly after I found her, Qia and Luci became fast friends.  


I could really learn a lesson from Qia.  If she can learn to be friends with a cat, I should be able to do the same (with the cat and other people as well).  I generally try to be a friendly person, but I don't try to love people as I should.  It is something I really need to work on...
(Coco when Luci first showed up - more of my type of reaction, she has since learned to live in harmony with her)



Monday, July 22, 2013

Sometimes it's the little details...

When I got back to my office this afternoon after eating lunch, I noticed that I had a visitor hanging around outside my window.


I'll have to admit that I have never really admired grasshoppers.  They can be pests, and they like to jump on me at the worst times.  They're not scary, but when I'm not expecting one to land on me (and then they do), the reaction is not a good one.  I really enjoyed the opportunity today to examine one a little closer.  My co-workers probably think I am crazy because I was talking to him, trying to get him to move closer so I could take a better picture.  He eventually moved closer but the picture didn't turn out well.  

As I was watching my little friend this afternoon, I noticed his mouth.  There were two little palps on either side of his mouth.  I'm not exactly sure what purpose they serve, or what he was doing while I was watching him, but it made me think.  Before, I always thought of grasshoppers as just pests or insects and thought nothing of swatting them away or squashing them under my shoe.  However, as I watched this grasshopper do whatever he was doing, I was fascinated by the little details I could see all over him.  To think that God would care about the little details on such a little insect (OK, not that little as he was the length of my pinkie finger), to put that much design and thought into something that is nothing more than a pest to most people, is an astounding thought.  If the Creator of the universe cares that much about an insect, then He must care about the little aspects of my life too.  

It's the little aspects of my life that are giving me the most worry this week.  Not worry so much, I have my own solutions to the issues that I know are going to come up.  I have my plans made.  I've been telling myself though, that God doesn't have much interest in my little things.  Most of us seek God when we have a big decision to make, like do I marry this person or do I take that job.  But when the little things roll around, we don't seek Him.  Or I know I don't.  I've never really felt like He would be that interested in the small things.  

My little friend tells me different.  My little friend tells me that God cares about the small things.  My little friend says that God cares about the legs on a grasshopper or the palps by a grasshopper's mouth.  My little friend says that God cares about the way a grasshopper moves and the way he's able to hang onto a hot window for 3 hours in the same afternoon.  So, am I going to give my little worries over to God? Will I let Him use the little things to make me into a better person?  Will I be like my little friend and hang on even when the window gets hot?  I guess I'll find out...

Thursday, July 18, 2013

Best gift ever!

Wow!  I have the best job ever!  Only I guess it's not really a job, because if I messed up at my real job the way I mess up at this one, I would get fired so fast I wouldn't even be able to clean out my desk.  What job is this do you ask?  How do you get a job like this, do you wonder?  Let me tell you.   
 
 
First of all, He isn't looking for the best applicants.  In fact, only one person EVER was perfect for the job. In His eyes, we are all the same. 
 
For ALL have sinned, and fall short of the glory of God.  Romans 3:23
There is NONE righteous, no, not one.  Romans 3:10
 
 
Second, it isn't a job exactly.  It's more of a gift, a gift of eternal life.  There are wages associated with not taking the gift, but it's not any type of wage that I would want.  I would rather accept the gift.
 
For the wages of sin is death, but the GIFT of God
is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.  Romans 6:23
 
 
So why would God want to give the gift of eternal life to imperfect people?  Love, that's why.
 
For God so LOVED the world, that He gave His only begotten Son,
that whosoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. 
John 3:16
 
 
So how do you get this free gift?  Are there any special requirements?
 
If you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus
and believe in your heart that God has raised Him
from the dead, you will be saved
Romans 10:9-10
 
 
But beware!  True acceptance of this gift makes you change and your life will never be the same.    
 
Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.
2 Corinthians 5:17
 
But what happens if you mess up?  Can you get fired or have this gift taken away?  No, He is ready to forgive us again when we mess up, because I mess up all the time. 

 
If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins
and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
1 John 1:9
 
So is this gift only for a few people?  No, God intended this gift for everyone. 
 
 The Lord is not slack concerning His promise, as some count slackness,
but is longsuffering toward us, not willing that any should perish
but that all should come to repentance.
2 Peter 3:9

 
 
There are a lot of benefits that come from accepting God's gift.  It's not always easy and we will mess up and make mistakes, but He promises that He will always be with us, and our eternal reward will be much greater than we can ever imagine.  
 
Questions? Comment here or send me an email at dinaner1010@gmail.com
 
To close, here is just a list of some of the benefits that come along with this gift. 

 
Praise the Lord, my soul; all my inmost being, praise his holy name.
Praise the Lord, my soul, and forget not all his benefits
Who forgives all your sins and heals all your diseases,
Who redeems your life from the pit and crowns you with love and compassion,
Who satisfies your desires with good things so that your youth is renewed like the eagle’s.
 
 
 The Lord is merciful and gracious, slow to anger, and abounding in mercy.
He will not always strive with us, nor will He keep His anger forever.
 He has not dealt with us according to our sins, nor punished us according to our iniquities.
 
Psalm 103:1-5, 8-10
 
 

Thursday, July 11, 2013

On a roll now!

One of the Psalms (exactly which one I'm not sure) mentions remembering what God has done in the past.  Much of the time I am so focused on what He is not doing at the present moment that I forget what He has done for me in the past.  I decided to share one of those times with you. 

When I was in college, I was heading home for summer break one year.  It was probably after my sophomore or junior year, I don't remember which.  I was headed home in my little GMC pickup with all my stuff in the back.  I was coming home down the turnpike.  It was around mile marker 9, almost 40 miles from my house.  My little truck stopped running.  I pulled over to the side of the road.  I tried to restart it but nothing was happening.  This was about 3 years before I had a cell phone.  I'm essentially in the middle of nowhere.  There are no stores close, no homes close.  I had no choice but to start walking.  I had no idea what was going to happen.  I started praying, "God, please send someone, anyone!"  Ok, then I had to rephrase the prayer, "OK, God, not anyone, please send someone safe!  I locked the truck up good, and started off down the road, praying the whole time.  I had gotten no more than 10 yards from my truck when this car pulls over.  It was a lady and her child.  I told her what had happened and she asked me where I was going.  Funny thing, or a God-thing (if you'll allow me), this lady was from Valliant, which is 4 miles from where my parents lived.  She gave me a ride to her house, and let me call my dad.  So God sent someone SAFE to take care of me. 

It's sad how I forget these moments when I get so focused on today.  I feel like one of the Israelites at times, they had seen God do so much for them when He got them out of Egypt.  But how did they thank Him?  By grumbling and complaining and making idols out of gold.  I may not make idols out of gold (I think cell phones/computers and a golden calf could be about equal though), but I do grumble and complain about what I don't have without taking notice of what I do have.  I may not have everything I think I want, but I have what I need.  I need to show gratitude more often instead of grumbling, and confirmation instead of complaining. 

Delusional blog title

I think my blog title is a little delusional.  Ask anyone around you if I have recovered from my pessimism and they would probably tell you "no."  Read my journals and you could tell yourself "no."  Read my statuses on FB, and my tweets, and my entries on here, and I tell you" no" just by what I type.  I find it hard to look at roses without seeing the thorns, if you get my "point."  So, I'm going to make a list of some things for which I'm thankful.  I'm going to use initials for some, just to avoid any weirdness. 

  1. God's mercy
  2. Raeli, Ryan, and Nick
  3. OBU = CN, JB, SN, KT, MP, DJ, LS, and several others
  4. TBC = A, C, C, P, R, M, A, A, E, M, and others
  5. S, B, J, J, H, C, T, P, etc.
  6. BOOKS, especially free ones!
  7. Christian music
  8. Christian friends
  9. Christian books
  10. my Bible
  11. Old friends
  12. my sisters
  13. my crazy family
  14. our awesome family reunions
  15. the fact that I got to see all my aunts and uncles (minus one) within a week this month
  16. weekends
  17. my puppies
  18. my parents, the fact that they are still married after 37 years
  19. Christian upbringing
  20. freedom to worship
  21. babies
  22. the random cats that show up at our house
  23. sleep
  24. sunsets
  25. thunderstorms
  26. people who make variations of Pachelbel's Canon
  27. old family pictures
  28. encouragers
  29. children I can send home
  30. our cooler temps this summer
  31. cold Dr. Pepper
  32. Bible studies that speak to me
  33. Paris
  34. my grandparents
  35. JESUS!
One for each year of my life.  :-)

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Self-Criticism

I have a problem with criticism.  I saw it a lot growing up and apparently it became engrained in my thought processes.  I'm afraid that the prime target of my criticism is myself.  Some of this probably comes from the enemy, trying to destroy what little peace I manage to find.  Most of the time, he is successful.  I take his ball and run with it.  You might say that he hands me a balloon with a little air in it, and I blow it the rest of the way up.  I'm very good at this.  I wouldn't say that I get a whole lot of criticism from others.  If I do, it's constructive, and sometimes I take it fairly well.  Sometimes I'll just add it to my criticism of myself. 

Why am I bringing this up now?  I've been on a criticism roll for a couple of days now.  It kept me up most of the night a couple of nights ago, and I'm afraid tonight might be a repeat.  This is hard stuff to hand over to God.  I know I need to, I know that He is the only one that can take care of it.  But I'm kind of holding on tightly.  I'm afraid to let go, afraid of what will happen if I do let go. 

Tuesday, July 2, 2013

The Legend of the JellyFly: Short Family Fables #1


 At our family reunion a couple of years ago, a couple of us older grandkids sat around and decided to create a fake monster to keep the kids occupied for a night.  Since then, we've tried to have a monster every year.  Here is the story of the first monster.  I thought I would share with you.

 
Raeli, Ryan, and Nick are headed to the cabin for the annual Short family reunion. 

Raeli says, “I am so excited!  I can’t wait to see all of the cousins!”

Raeli, Ryan, and Nick arrive at the cabin and none of the cousins are there yet.  They want to go out and play in the woods around the cabin.

Nick says, “Let’s go look for Bigfoot!”

Naner says, “Be careful, guys. Bigfoot is not out there.  But a JellyFly might be out there.”

“What is a JellyFly?” asks Ryan.

“The JellyFly is a monster that lives in the woods around the cabin.  It has an orange eye, and a green eye.  It has giant wings with polka dots.  Their poop looks like giant marshmallows and they throw lollipops at people before they eat them!  They like to eat people wearing blue shirts.  When they get close to you, they start to squeal and make a popping noise, kind of like a firecracker.  You can go out in the woods if you want, but make sure you watch out for marshmallow poop and if you get hit by a lollipop, you might want to run back to the cabin as fast as you can.  Make sure you can see the cabin from where you are.”

Raeli is wearing a brown shirt and Nick has on a green shirt.  Ryan put on a blue shirt.  Naner said, “Be very careful, Ryan.  The JellyFly only eats people with blue shirts on.  Watch out and make sure you aren’t getting hit by lollipops.”

Raeli, Ryan, and Nick head out into the woods.  Pretty soon they see a trail and are headed down into the woods to see what they can find.  Raeli feels something hit her on the head.  “Ouchie!” she yells, and turns around to see what had hit her. 

“It’s an acorn!” Ryan says.  “See, right here.  A squirrel must have thrown it at you.”

        They go on a little farther, and turn around to make sure they can still see the cabin.  They decide to walk in a circle around the cabin.  After a little bit, Nick feels something bounce off his head.  “Ouch!” he cries, and turns to look at the ground.  It’s a lollipop! 

        “Naner is playing tricks on us,” Raeli says.  “I bet she followed us out here, and threw that lollipop.  Let’s keep going.”

They keep on walking in a circle around the cabin. Raeli spots a stick that she knows Ryan will like.  “Ryan, look at this stick,” she says.  “Ryan?”  She turns around to look, but Ryan is not there! 

“Nick, where’s Ryan?”  Raeli asks.  “I don’t know,” says Nick, “but I found some big marshmallows here on the ground.”

“Those aren’t marshmallows!  That’s JellyFly poop!” says Raeli.  “Ryan was wearing blue!  He’s been kidnapped by the JellyFly!  We need to go tell Naner right now!”

Raeli and Nick start running back to the cabin.  Nick hears a squealing sound and tells Raeli to slow down.  As Raeli stops, she hears a popping noise right behind her.   When she turns around, something hits her on the head.  She looks down, and sees a lollipop lying at her feet.  She stoops down to pick up the lollipop, and turns around to show Nick.  But when she turns around, Nick is not there!  Did he get kidnapped by a JellyFly too?

Raeli runs all the way to the cabin to get Naner.  Raeli finds Naner upstairs making the beds.  “Naner! Naner!” she yells.  “Nick and Ryan have been kidnapped by the JellyFly!  We got hit by lollipops, Nick found marshmallow poop, but Nick is wearing green!”

“Oh, no!” says Naner.  “We have to help them! But Nick is wearing green.  I thought JellyFlys only ate people wearing blue shirts.  Why did they take Nick?  We need to go look for them!”  Naner and Raeli head out in the woods to look for Ryan and Nick. 

        Meanwhile in the JellyFly cave….Nick and Ryan are tied up next to an old refrigerator.  There were two JellyFlys!  One was a boy and the other one was a girl.  The boy JellyFly had taken Ryan and the girl JellyFly had kidnapped Nick. 

        “Ryan,” whispers Nick.  “How are we going to get out of here?”

        “I don’t know,” whispers Ryan.  “They sound mad.”

        “Maybe you should tell them a joke,” says Nick.  “Like a knock-knock joke or something.”

        “Oh!  I’ve got a good knock-knock joke,” says Ryan. “How do we get their attention?”

        “I’ll burp really loud!” says Nick. “BBBBBUUUUURRRRRPPPP!”

        The JellyFlys turn around and look at Nick and Ryan.  “I’ve got a really funny joke,” says Ryan.  “Knock knock.”

        “Who’s there?” says the girl JellyFly.

“Boo,” says Ryan. “Boo who?” says the girl JellyFly.

“You don’t have to be such a crybaby about it,” says Ryan.

The boy JellyFly starts to laugh really loud.  The girl JellyFly turns around and glares at him.  “I’ve got a joke,” says Nick.  “Knock, Knock.” 

“Who’s there?” “banana.” “banana who?”

“Knock, Knock.”  “Who’s there?”  “banana.”  “banana who?”

“Knock, Knock.”  “Who’s there?” “Orange.” “Orange who?” “Orange you glad I didn’t say banana!”

“We’ve got to let them go!” says the girl JellyFly.  “I thought you said they’d be funny!”

“I thought they would be funny!” says the boy JellyFly.  He walks over, unties Nick and Ryan, and puts a blindfold over their eyes so they can’t find their way back to the JellyFly cave.  He takes the boys out into the woods to let them go.

Meanwhile, out in the woods:  Naner and Raeli are hollering for Nick and Ryan as loud as they can.  They don’t know where the JellyFlys would be hiding them.  They keep going through the woods, yelling for Nick and Ryan.  All of a sudden, Nick and Ryan come running through the woods, talking a mile a minute about all that they had seen in the JellyFly cave.  They all rushed back to the cabin, and they were very careful about what color they wore the rest of the weekend. 
 

















 

Saturday, June 22, 2013

Down from the mountain, literally

Several times in the Bible, mountains were used as places where men met with God:  Moses with the Ten Commandments, Abraham with Isaac, and there are more.  There are some mountains in SE Oklahoma where several men, women, and children have met with God.  Many, many years ago, a group of people decided to put a church camp on these mountains, Kiamichi Baptist Assembly.  This church camp has been a special place in my family for a couple of generations, will continue to be a special place throughout the next generation.  This is a picture of me and my niece from last year.  I took a week off work to go and be a sponsor for her and three other girls.
I did the same thing this year.  We took six girls this year, and my sister also went along as a sponsor.  This year, though, I experienced things that I have not experienced in years past.  I have gone as a sponsor several times in the past.  We had a small group in our cabin this year, but the closeness between the sponsors from the other church and our church was awesome.  One night, when I was could not finish praying for my girls (nightly ritual), a sponsor from the other church came in and prayed for our girls, one by one.  I know the Bible says that the Holy Spirit will pray for us when we are unable to pray for ourselves, but I had never experienced it coming from another person.  This sponsor, and the other lady sponsor that was with her, stepped in many times over the course of the week when they were needed.  I truly appreciate that. 

 
The music and the preaching during the week were great. I had/have a couple of issues I was/am dealing with at the same time, and a lot of the messages kind of went along with the subjects with which I was dealing.  I love how God can use a class lesson/sermon/devotional to reach out to people who need to hear it, for a variety of different reasons.  I told the kids on the last night that they needed to remember what they had heard that week, and I need to remember this myself.  The lessons learned over the last week were applicable to all ages. 
 
So, now that I've come down from the mountain, I have a choice to make.  Do I take what I learned and share it with others, as I told my kids to do?  Or do I take it and keep it inside until the thorny thoughts inside my head slowly choke it out?  Please pray that I will make abundant use of the weed killer that I have and that I will be able to share the message that I heard.  Pray that I will be able to use the shield of faith to throw off the fiery arrows from the enemy and that I will find ways to fire back.
 
 
 
And pray for the children who were at camp last week, that they will be able to find their purpose and take the light back to their families. 

Sunday, June 16, 2013

Jennifer's story, written in true Henderson Style

If you have read the O'Malley family series by Dee Henderson, you know you Jennifer O'Malley is.  Her story is interwoven into the other O'Malley family books.  Ms. Henderson came out with Jennifer's story recently.  It tells of Jennifer meeting and falling in love with a fellow doctor, Tom Peterson.  The story in itself is not a very long story, but if fills in a lot of the blanks about Tom and Jennifer and gives Henderson fans more insight into Jennifer's character.  I fell in love with Jennifer in the first O'Malley book, The Negotiator, and I was more than thrilled to be able to read her story.

This book is written in the style of the other O'Malley books.  It is very apparent that Ms. Henderson researches her subjects well, for the story is very realistic.  I have to say that I did not know what to expect with this book.  If I had any expectations, I'm sure this book would have exceeded them all.  I am very glad for this book and for the opportunity to see how Jennifer and Tom fell in love.  This book is a must-read for anyone who has read the O'Malley books, and also for anyone wanting to read the O'Malley books.  Ms. Henderson has a gift for storytelling that is rare in today's market. 

*I received a free copy of this book from Bethany House Publishers in exchange for an unbiased review.   My words are my own and I received no compensation.*

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

Swept away "Into the Whirlwind" by Elizabeth Camden

Into the Whirlwind by Elizabeth Camden is a historical Christian romance set at the time of the great Chicago fire in 1871.  This book tells the story of Mollie Knox, a young woman struggling to keep her father's watchmaking company going.  As Mollie tries to save what she can from the fire, she finds herself with Zack Kazmarek.  Zack is the legal genius for a large department store in Chicago that purchases many of the watches made by Mollie's company.  Mollie is completely unaware that Zack harbors feelings for her.  Zack is unable to keep these feelings hidden from Mollie as they try to escape the fire.  After the fire, as Mollie tries to restart her business and as Zack is trying to help rebuild the department store, they try to see if they can keep alive the sparks of love that were lit during the fire.  There are several attempts to put out these sparks, but you will have to read for yourself to see if they manage to stay lit.

This is the second book of Ms. Camden's that I have red.  I really enjoy that there is a depth to Ms. Camden's characters that I don't see in a lot of books.  Zack and Mollie are strong characters in a strong story line, well supported by the minor characters and subplots that run along with the main plot.  This book is an excellent read for anyone wanting a story that goes a little deeper and will leave you very satisfied in the end.  The book is scheduled for release on August 1. 

*I received a free copy of this book from NetGalley in exchange for an unbiased review.*

A Review of A Most Peculiar Circumstance by Jen Turano

A Most Peculiar Circumstance is a charming and delightful historical Christian romance by Jen Turano about Arabella Beckett and Theodore Wilder.  Prior readers of Ms. Turano will recognize Ms. Beckett as the sister of Hamilton Beckett from a prior novel.  Arabella finds herself in the middle of a messy circumstance while travelling back home to New York.  She has taken a side trip to help out someone, and has landed herself in jail.  She is rescued by Theodore, a man her family has sent to bring her home.  Arabella and Theodore are at cross purposes from the start, true opposites.  Arabella is an activist for women's rights and a little too free for Theodore's tastes.  However, there is that saying about opposites attracting.  It doesn't take long for Theodore to figure out that his tastes have changed and that Arabella is what he wants.  That is, if he can manage to keep her out of trouble long enough. 

Arabella's penchant for getting into trouble and Theodore's arrival after almost every circumstance keeps the reader moving right along with the story.  The story was lacking in detail in some sections to give more of an understanding of the growing attraction between the characters, in my opinion.  However, this did not detract from the my overall enjoyment of the story and the characters.  I found the story very enchanting and would recommend this book to anyone looking for a good read in the historical Christian romance genre. 

*I received a free copy of this book from Net Galley in exchange for an unbiased review.*

Thursday, May 30, 2013

Not beloved

First of all, I don't claim to know everything.  Sometimes God will show me something, and I like to share it because I think it may help someone else like it helped me. 

I went to a fast food place for lunch today.  The drive-thru line was long, so I went inside.  As I was getting my drink and waiting for my to-go order, an older woman walked in carrying her adorable grandchild.  I said, "Aren't you cute!" and the grandmother said thank you.  It appeared just on a cursory glance that the little girl might be special needs.  (I am not saying anything bad about special needs children.  I believe that all children are important.  I will use this statement to make a point later in the post.)

So why do I bring up my lunch hour vision?  Well, I have been struggling lately with feeling loved on an all-around basis.  By my family, by my friends, by God.  It's nothing that anyone has done in particular, I think it's an attack by the enemy.  I've had problems with this all my life.  So as I was leaving the restaurant, I get hit with the thought that that child's mother probably loved her whether or not she has Down's Syndrome.  Then it hit me that God is the same way.  He loves all His children no matter what issues they have, and believe me, I have a lot of issues.

Of course, this made me feel better for about 10 minutes and then the insecurities started rolling back in.  This is obviously something I need to work on.

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Driving in the dark

When I take a trip to a new place, I generally like to look on a map so I have a good idea of where I am going.  Fortunately, I have GPS on my cell phone, and getting lost is usually not a problem (unless I don't have the address right - but that's for another blog post).  

The Christian life is a journey.  If you are a born-again believer, you know where you're gonna end up.  However, everyone's journey is not the same.  Some things happen the same for everyone - birth, school, college (or not).  So here's where the path gets a little difficult.  The early stages are easy - you're not driving the car so someone is basically telling you where to go.  As you get older, you might get out for side trips but the trip is basically planned.  It's the part of the journey when you get your own car and start driving yourself that the path sometimes gets hard.  You may have had an idea of where you want to go, based on dreams and plans and friends.  However, that may not necessarily be where you end up.

My journey has been a lot like that.  If someone had told me a couple of years ago, that I would be where I am at today, I probably would have laughed.  But it's beginning to look like I'm stuck on Boring Boulevard and that my journey may end on this road.  I really don't think so, but the path ahead is dark and it's hard to see where I am going.  My headlights are flickering so I don't even know what the next mile will bring.  

My GPS is not working.  The only thing I have is a Road Map.  The thing about a road map is that you have to open it for it to work, and I won't open mine.  I am beginning to think that my car is on the back of a semi, and I'm actually going backwards.  A person would think that I would have made a lot of progress, seeing as how I don't have passengers and I don't have to make that many pit stops.  I really feel like I am going backwards.  Or nowhere.  Basically the same thing I think.

So what do I do about my journey?  Get off the truck?  Make sure my head lights are working properly?  Maybe open my road map?  Am I going to see any of the destinations that I've dreamed about?  Are there even any scenic spots on my journey?  Or have I missed them because I'm too busy changing the radio station or staring at the odometer?  Either way, I think it's time for a fill-up (and a check to make sure there is not a leak in the gas line) and I can't get that done typing on a computer.  So I'm going to go check in with the Mechanic, and maybe I'll take some time to look at the Map.

How is your journey going?

Monday, May 27, 2013

I am Anne Elliott

Have you ever wondered who you would be if you lived in the world of Jane Austen's novels?  Wonder no more.  Here is your chance to find out.


You can find it here:
http://www.strangegirl.com/emma/quiz.php

Monday, May 13, 2013

This book "stole" my heart: a Book Review of Stealing the Preacher by Karen Witemeyer

I feel in love with the Archer family while reading Short-Straw Bride by Karen Witemeyer.  I was more than excited to spend some more time with them (or more like Crockett) in Stealing the Preacher.  Crockett Archer is on his way to seek a position with a church when he is kidnapped from a train by masked robbers.  Crockett thinks he is on his way to serve God in the Piney Woods of Texas, but apparently God has other plans.  Crockett has several detours along the way, but he does not stop this from seeking God's plan for his life.  

Joanna Robbins knows that her father will bring her something for her birthday, and although it was what she said she wanted, a preacher it the last thing she expects to receive from her father.  Joanna is longing to see her deceased mother's last dream come true, the dream of seeing her father find salvation.  She also longs to see their country church come back to life.  Will Crockett be the one to help her with these dreams? 

This is a question I really wanted to see answered by the end of the book.  The book is fast-paced, full of action, romance, humor, and also many thoughtful moments.  The reader is drawn in from the first, and it is very hard to put the book down.  Believe me.  I had it read in the first day, and I've re-read it a couple of times since then.  

This is Karen Witemeyer's fifth book, and this one was probably my favorite.  Mrs. Witemeyer has a way of taking ordinary people and making them extraordinary by showing what a person can be with the help of Christ.  I love the way that this is made evident through her books.  If you've not read any of her books, I recommend you give them a chance.  This book can be read as a stand-alone, but if you read it, you will want to read Short-Straw Bride as well.

*I received a free copy of this book from Bethany House Publishers (via NetGalley) in exchange for an honest, unbiased review.  My opinions are my own.

Saturday, May 4, 2013

It's very late and the house is quiet....

I should probably be asleep.  But I'm not, and it's not insomnia that is keeping me awake.  I'm thinking, and thinking and thinking and thinking.  I really think that I am an old British soul trapped in an American body.  In the last couple of years, I have really discovered a love of British literature, the Bronte isters, Austen, etc.  Especially the ones that have been made into movies (and yes, I know this is not a complete sentence).  These new movies have introduced me to new British actors.  It's no wonder I'm still single.  I've got my heart set on a tall, dark, brooding British gentleman from the 1800s and what's my luck but they are all deceased.  Well, I won't lower my standards.  Haha.

That was a tangent.  What I've really been thinking about tonight it how bad my life is not.  I deceive myself sometimes (with the help of a roaring lion) that my life is horrible and that I'm really a nobody.  Then I see differently.  I hear the stories of others' lives and see the people that I do mean something to, and I know that this is not true.  I may not have material things that I think I need, or have all the relationships that I think I need, but what I do have is sufficient.  If I don't take the time to recognize these things, they might be taken away.

I want to let go and just live, but something stops me.  I need to LIVE before death takes the opportunity away from me.  I need to LOVE before the opportunity to show love to that person is taken away from me.  And I need to LEAVE this blog alone for tonight, because it's late and I'm thinking too much and I have church in the morning.  Good night.

Review of Love in the Balance by Regina Jennings

I dare say that there is nothing that puts me in a positive mood quicker than a good book.  With all the good books I have read lately, my positive moods have been endless.  I want to share about one of these books with you.

A story that combines Christian values and historical romance, Love in the Balance is the second book by new author Regina Jennings.  Love in the Balance is the story of Molly Lovelace and Bailey Garner.  Molly and Bailey were introduced in Sixty Acres and a Bride, which was Mrs. Jennings' debut novel.  In the first book, Molly comes across as a shallow, selfish girl.  She is older in this book but some of her younger self still shows through as she tries to find a balance between her love for Bailey and her obedience and honor to her parents.  Bailey has his own struggles as he also seeks a balance between his love for Molly and knowing that he needs to prepare for the future before they can be together.  Throughout all of this is also the struggle to see where God is leading in all of this.

This story had me ensnared from the beginning.  There were several unexpected turns and it was hard to put down.  Whenever I read a book, I will try to guess what is going happen as the story unfolds.  I think it is the mark of an excellent author who can keep the reader guessing to the end and Regina Jennings does that with this book.  What I expected to happen in the story is not what happened at all and I really liked that about this book.  Mrs. Jennings grabs the reader's attention from the first and does not release them until the end of the book.  

Molly and Bailey's love goes through many trials, and I wondered until the end what would happen.  If you enjoy historical romance, then this book is a must read.  First, pick up a copy of Sixty Acres and a Bride.  After you read these two, join me in the wait for the third book (not out yet but I'm positive it will be as good a book as the first two).  Happy reading!

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It's very hard to write a review over a contemporary American book when I've got classic English authors on the mind.

Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Everyone but Mr. Darcy...

Anyone who knows me very well can tell you that I like Jane Austen.  I like Jane Austen movies (and Bronte and anything in between those two).  Well, I saw a post on Facebook today that went something like this:

In my life, I have a Lydia, a Wickham, a Collins, 
a Mrs. Bennett, a Bingley, and a Lady Catherine.  
The only thing missing is my Mr. Darcy.

So, my life isn't as bad as all that.  I would have to say:

 I have a Jane, a Mary, several Charlottes,
a Lady Catherine, a Mr. Collins, an Aunt Gardiner, 
and a Wickham. A Bingley would be nice.
But no Mr. Darcy.

Jane and Wickham are pretty self-explanatory if you think hard enough about it.  In fact, I probably better move right on along to my Charlottes.  My Charlottes are my close friends.  We may not always be on the best of terms, but I know they are there for me when I need them.  None of them are married to a Mr. Collins (or my Mr. Collins), thank goodness.  I probably better not say too much about my Mr. Collins either.  Although I have received no better offer, I have no regrets about the rejection of the original offer.  I think about what road that offer might have led me down and I have no doubt that I am happier where I am.

I cannot see Dame Judi Dench as Lady Catherine without thinking of the Lady Catherine in my life.  In fact, several of their mannerisms are exactly the same, including the looking-down-her-nose-at-you-while-looking-at-you-at-the-same-time look.  It's uncanny.  I wish you could see what I was talking about.  Unfortunately though, there are moments when I can act like a Lady Catherine.  There have been a few too many of these moments here recently.  The people on the receiving end of my Lady Catherine act usually need a Charlotte instead of a Lady Catherine.  That is something that bothers me.  The woods are polluted enough without more Lady Catherines.  The woods need the fragrance of more Janes and more Charlottes.  

How thankful I am that I do not have a Mrs. Bennett in my life.  My mom is more down to earth and not as attention-grabbing as Mrs. Bennett.  Thankfully, her energies are focused on better things that trying to marry me off.  She's more like Mr. Bennett.  She has her moments, as we all do.  I'm sure she would say the same thing about me.  :-) Finally, Aunt Gardiner.  My Aunt Gardiner has not taken me on a trip to find my Mr. Darcy, but that may be a plan for the future.  Hint hint if you are reading this Aunt Gardiner.  Maybe we can look for Uncle Gardiner while we look for Mr. Darcy.

Or just let me drive, I'll get us lost, and maybe we'll find them both by accident.

Sunday, April 21, 2013

Ft. Worth Botanical Gardens

The beauty of the creation of our Father is astounding, awesome, and amazing.  I got to experience it in more than one way last weekend.  Here is a short way you can experience some of it too.




"Deep Water Faith"

Anytime I buy a new Christian CD, there is always one or two tracks that speak to me more than others.  This is the song that gets put on repeat.  If there is a performance track, I may download it and sing it at church. My most recent CD purchase was Casting Crowns Acoustic Sessions.  My favorite song off this album is Somewhere in the Middle.  Part of the chorus talks about "deep water faith in the shallow end" and makes me think of someone getting ready to go swimming, complete with life jacket, arm floaties, a floatie for the waist, and a couple of other flotation devices just to be safe.

It also makes me think of the storm when the disciples were in the boat, and Jesus comes walking on the water out to them.  Peter tells the Lord that if it is really Him, let Peter walk out to Him.  So Jesus said, "Come."  Peter gets out of the boat.  While He's looking at Jesus, everything is fine.  But the minute he sees the wind, he starts to sink and Jesus has to take Peter by the hand to get him out of the water.  I feel this way many times.  Only instead of getting out of the boat, I'm too busy looking for something else to keep me afloat in case I start to sink.   I'm sitting in the boat right now.  I'm afraid to step out.  I don't know if I have the faith to stay afloat.  I know I'd be fine in the shallow water.  I know I can touch bottom there.  It's the getting farther out that bothers me.  He's kept me afloat before, pulled me out when the outside storms started to rage and I started to sink because I forgot to look at Him.

So, am I going to step out of the boat?  Maybe once I find some arm floaties at least.

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Sixty Acres and a Bride and Love in the Balance by Regina Jennings

This blog is about being positive, and almost nothing puts me in a positive mood like a good book can.  I like historical, Christian romance the best.  I recently downloaded Sixty Acres and a Bride by Regina Jennings and it didn't take me very long to finish it.  The main characters in the book are Rosa and Weston.  Rosa is a young widow who moves to Caldwell County, Texas with her mother-in-law.  Weston is a rancher in the same area, a relative of Rosa's deceased husband.  He too had suffered the loss of a spouse.  Rosa is a stranger in a new country, trying to learn the ways of how things are done which is quiet different from the way things were in her home town.  To complicate matters, she is trying to do it with just the help of her mother-in-law (they have some help but are mainly on their own).  Weston tries to help out as he can.  The reader gets to experience life with Rosa and Weston as they survive life in Texas in 1878.

Sixty Acres and a Bride also introduce us to Molly Lovelace and Bailey Garner.  I was really excited when I received Love in the Balance in the mail, eager to hear more about their story.  Molly and Bailey have just crossed the threshold of adulthood, and are trying to find their way in the world.  They each want to follow their heart, but they are beset on many sides by the opinions of others.  Molly appears at first to be a very shallow and selfish woman.  Bailey tries to do the right thing and puts himself aside so they will have a better future.  Molly and Bailey's journeys take the reader on a myriad of very unexpected twists and turns.  Their love hangs in the balance, teetering back and forth on the scales of life.  What will it take to balance out the scales and bring their love to a balance?  You will have to read the book to find out.  I highly recommend both of these books.

I'm even more excited to read book #3 in the series, but I will have to wait patiently for that one.  :-)

PS  My positive reviews have nothing to do with the fact that Mrs. Jennings is a fellow OBU grad! I just love the fact that a fellow Bison alum is impacting the world in such a positive way.